Scars For Me & Souvenirs For You

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

"Look, you had your shot and you blew it, so why start toying with her again? I mean if you want her why don't you man up and tell her! Otherwise you gotta cut her lose. You gotta cut her lose and you gotta do it for real this time!" -Nate

So this particular line rang a bell and for highly obvious reasons. But then again, everybody wants what they can't have. I on the other hand want what I know I can have, call it contentment call it whatever you want. I know and I want. I don't need it, because I can live without it, I've been living with very minimal of it. It doesn't complete me, it's just become a part of me. With that said, it doesn't bug me so much anymore. Three cheers for Shina. :)

Anyhoo, I know I just came back from a holiday but I really feel like going for another. Raine's off to Perth, the same holiday I was meant to go for till my mom suggests otherwise. Heard Jhonny's off to Phuket, UGH! I'd give anything to go back again! I swear! :( But in order to afford another holiday I actually have to get my ass to work. Then there's my mommy, who's going to Kota Kinabalu - my sister and I are giving her a treat in a form of a short getaway for Mothers Day with my Daddy! So yes I will have the house all to myself some time end of this month EXCEPT that I will be off to Melaka for Freedom the very same weekend! Bummer and not so bummer. I'm making the most of those 2 days cause the next holiday after that will be, well not a holiday but a lil spa trip to Batam with the girls in June. So the next REAL holiday might just be in freaking August to Aussie land. Sighh.

Note to self: I refuse to wait till 2010 to go back to my homeland THAILAND. I need to see my king and his people, by the end of this year. (looks at the Sis, Nithi & Naresh..start planning guyss)

♥the trick is to keep breathing 11:05 PM