A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
We choose our grievances the same way we choose our sins. you think ?
OK. so there's just way too much hate and resentment overwhelming me at this point i am beginning to get scared. it bothers me so much because its so unhealthy. its not like me to hate to such an extend or even think about it and let it rule my thoughts but is so has and its disgusting. what's even more disgusting is the content of my thoughts. so perhaps that time you granted me isn't exactly helping. three days versus two days. i vote for the three days that were much happier. i was so stoned those two days, i wasn't a very pretty sight. but thanks again. for the space and what not. i may still need it, only because i want to spare the faint hearted ones like you. but i may be mistaken. you're so brave and so giving and forgiving...i think you may just be god sent. an angel in disguise...my angel.
you make me want to forget some, you make me want to remember some.