A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
Today I decided that I shall live for the moment. I tell myself that everyday and try to live by it- it is tough though. I mean why worry about tomorrow? Or why brood over what's happened? Instead live for the moment and not regret a thing that's happened. Deal with it as it passes and it'll be easier. I realize that I could be at a happy place with someone that can make me laugh till I cry or give me the warmest most biggest bear hug when I do cry but instead I sit with my chin resting in my hands and stone away thinking about things that have happened yesterday or weeks, sometimes even months or years ago.
For example: worrying about whats to come or being at a beautiful place and not savoring the moments there but wondering when I will be back there? Or telling someone "ohh i should totally come back here one day!" hell you are there, relish it while you can...and when you think about it..it does make a lot of difference and you tend to smile a lot more and frown a lot less.
So whenever I sit and my mind drifts off to far off places, I snap back to reality and relish the moments I have that can instantaneously put a huge grin on my face. And I have more than a million reasons why I should be smiling these days, and maybe you'd realize you have more than one reason to smile too today.