A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
I HONESTLY BELIEVE GOD HAS A WICKED SENSE OF HUMOR.
I am truly and thoroughly disgusted with my latest discovery of sorts. I get goosebumps just thinking of it. Ewwww. Really. I want to be happy for you, but it's just too wrong. Oh well. The man up there has his reasons. But it does make me feeel a tad better. Hah, in a very sadistic way. tskk. so evil i am. I will go to church this Sunday and repent for thy sin.
The days are going by quicker than imagined and i am counting on those muffins tomorrow for the sugar fix. I neeeed. Feb come soooner pleasee! I want to get out of heree. :)
Anyway I am developing a new kind of sickness, another addiction...and i don't seem to care at all. I happen to like it very much.
In a twisted way it blurrs out the numbness.
(and you my darling lil brother, i want to hold you so tight, wipe your tears away and tell you everything is gonna get better from here on, but you have to have a little faith and believe that it WILL get better. I love you dearly and will always be here to wipe your tears dry. FOR LIFE. love you donnie)