A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
Zoukout - Check. (and i had an awesome fucking time! can't believe i missed out on it all these years. silly me, silly silly me) Twilight - Check check (watched it twice in the cinemas, and i had to drag the same poor soul with me both times, and the poor soul slept at different parts of the movie two days in a row, but CLAIMED it was worth the watch.) Christmas - Check (for preparations at least.)
So the first two went just as plannned and im pretty darn sure that Christmas will be just as sweet. The ghost of Christmas goth paid me an early early visit this year and left me a post-it while i was asleep weeks back, and it read,
Dear shina, i will spare you the misery this year but that don't mean you gloat in happiness for long, cause i will come back to haunt you next year and maybe i won't wait till Christmas. In other words, Merry Christmas. Be good. Signed off, Ghost of Christmas Goth.
Of course i was blithe. I had to be right? I was off the hook. YAY! So here i am on the eve of Christmas. Yes it's 2.09AM and it is officially the eve. So Merry Christmas-Eve. Ha, and i can't wait for midnight mass. Cause it hasn't been the same for years now. That warm fuzzy feeling i get being around close and loved ones...the yearly traditions. To a house party after mass (no clubbing. i do NOT club on Christmas and last year was my first and last) where we drink wine and eat cheese. Yes believe it or not, we do. Ok we try. Give me cheddar. I hate anything else. And no i do not go home drunk cause Christmas morning is the one morning i wake up in 365 days and not dread. Oh i am so looking forward to it. I wrapped my presents last night, and i actually took the time to wrap them pretty. They totally compliment the Christmas tree. Ok just how many times have i repeated the word Christmas in the post excluding the last one?! Geez cheese..
Oh also i managed to get my dress, which is NOT black. FOR ONCE. but has a hint of black of course, got me heels and accessories too. and i have to do my wall collage today! No more procrastinating. Finally developed the photos. So expensive la. But whatever, they make my room prettier. Everyone i know and who are dear to me are on the wall, and yes that includes you too in case you're wondering.
VINI AND CASTI - it wasss good spending even an hour with you guys today over lunch. I missed you guys terribly much. thankkkk you for popping by! hope you found your shoe casti and your dresss vini! :))
Am gonna curl up with my book now. Later alligators.