A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
you have to stop dancing with the devil. what pleasure do you get ? what the hell is happening? all i can ask is why? why now? why me? why would you? why didn't you? why why why? yet i will never get answers huh. you might as well put a gun to my head. heard your voice this afternoon, there was something different about it. the unfamiliarity. i don't know you anymore. i never did to begin with. you've been nothing more than a stranger.
*thanks jo, lis, nad and monss: love you all plenty..intoxication comes with a price eh? tears and more.haha.but thanks darlings! to the caracal boy (and inbetweens): thank you for playing me [shina] songs. they were lovely and cheered me up for sure. :D