A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
My pretty bubble's been burst. things cannot get any more worse, i swear. ever since my darn school time-table landed on my lap. school's not out till Feb '09. NEXT YEAR. no US trip come December or January even. I've no breaks in between other than study breaks before my exams near and that's not even a consideration. The only thing that's gon keep me going, is the fact that he might come back during Easter. All these grand plans gone down the fucking drain. I'm bummed out and i don't want to suck it up. This is so not happening la. This was the one thing i was really looking forward to since he left and that's been snatched away from me. UGH!
NINEdamnmonthslater. NO JOKE. knn
My heart, my mind, my soul, my body aches A hunger for, the loving arms of your embrace I walk along the lonely road
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I'm off to Batam tomorrow. First thing in my list of 'August-excitements'. I don't feel up for it, but if i don't get out of this crappy mood by noon tomorrow everyone's gon kick me. Grrrrr. SNAP SNAP SNAP ! I'm off to pack and sleep it off.
Coffee, cigarette and talk will really help now, too. [on a slightly happier note, i passed econs.]