I kinda miss my old skin. I've had it since i started this particular blog, but at the same time i got quite sick of seeing it over and over.

Out with the ol' in the with the new. Kinda marks me moving into my new home as well. A whole new clean slate to begin with. We've created beautiful memories in this house we've made a home. As much as i hate where i live, these were the years in my life i will always cherish. Only wish he could be here to share it with me. With that said, i feel i've grown a lot since the end of '07 and the start of '08. I know it hasn't been long. None the less a lot has happened in a short time frame. First of all, i've never thought of myself as big-hearted or selfless. But someone recently told me that, "it's big of you to have made this selfless choice to live your life here while your other half is in another country altogether." It's a huge decision, and one you wouldn't want to look back at and regret. But i never quite thought of me as that you see. It was simple. I knew that him being here or there would make the slightest difference to me in terms of how i felt (despite the missing and all). It also means that distance was not gon' change the way i felt about him (while making the heart grow fonder). Inevitably my heart belonged to him, and he was gon be taking it with him wherever he goes. I knew right away that there was no point in staying apart from one another. All these months that we were apart for whatever reason, it defeated its purpose but taught us one great lesson. That no matter the distance our paths are meant to cross, yet again. I've learned that unconditional love goes a long way. I may still be young to speak of it, but i believe i've had my fair share of experiences to know what unconditional love means. And with him, it is and will always be.

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okok, yada yada yada. I know everyone must be sick of me going on and on and on and on about him. But don't blame me, cause here's more. Hehe. He just got back from his road trip to The Grand Canyon and it's so gorgeous i tell you. I was watching the videos and seeing the pics that he sent me. Picturesque..But he's become so BLACK. Really. The sun must be working its magic on him, not that he needs to get any darker than he already is. Still had the cheek to say he's fairer than me. Jokes.com, reality check love.

So black and so short ! now he reminds me of casti. He looks like one secondary school boy can !

He took a picture of this cutiee, great fashion sense eh ? me like the lil shoes.

This is Aruna an old IJ friend of mine who's been sent there by the Air Force as well, rather small world eh !
SEE SEE SEE ! SEE how black he's become lor ! Sighh

Ok anyway there are a lot more pics, unfortunately i've gotta run for tuition now ! I'll upload when time permits. :)

Laterr, ohh and just so you know baby, i love you..no matter how black you get ! hurhur !

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okok, i decided to continue uploading the pics here instead of creating a new post so...

Baby, i think you need fair & lovely !!!

There was OBVIOUSLY nothing to take here, but evidently my boy was being gatal by taking a shot with the two white chics init. COCK.


ok i would upload his video here, but i just watched it and i feel like puking. so shaky laa! wahh. think i need the loo after thiss..

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