A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
not that big a deal. now i'm back to the monotonousness of it all, again. i've to continue with the packing and my laziness has gotten the best of me and is weighing me down quite effortlessly so.
i've so much to do and so little time to do it. i start giving tuitions on wed/fri and i do want more assignments, cause that would mean more moolah. and i need more moolah cause i'm saving up for my US trip come end of the year. and elfiee needs the dates soon cause he's gotta apply for leave which means i've to get my ass to school soon to pay my school fees for the term and get me my time table so i can finalize the dates. Tentatively 22nd Dec - 6th of Jan. Eve of Christmas, Christmas, Boxing Day, baby's birthday, New Years and our 3 year anniversary all rolled into those 2 weeks. Couldn't be any more perfect a time to be there with him. So i'm hoping my school time table doesn't clash. Please don't clash.
Mommy dearest and Daddyboo were upset with my plans of being away from the familia on Christmas. Moreover it will be our first Christmas at the new place and i've never been away from my family on Christmas. But they gave in to me anyhow knowing how adamant i get. But mom keeps persuading me to stay for Christmas at least. But that would mean baby will be all alone and i think i can sacrifice Christmas with the family to keep him company during the hols. It's a huge thing for me cause i hate being away from singapore or away from the family during the hols, esp since Christmas is the one holiday i look forward to every year. The anticipation that leads up to that very day. Sigh, can't believe half a year's just gone by in a flash. Before we know it, it's gonna be the end of 08 and on to 09 ! I hope time flies..
Been doing some research on airfares to the states and our itinerary when i get there. Elf suggested that we take a road trip or a flight down to Phoenix, LA, LV or San Diego. Do some shopping and sight seeing. Cause there's nothing much to do in Arizona, esp Tucson. So we've got to really make this work out with whatever communication we have. I'm counting on this trip, and its gonna work :)) im counting down the days till i seee you boo!