A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
Explains why i'm still in love with him till this very day. :)) Makes me miss you more elfiee.
Anyway tuition was good. His name is Matthew, north indian and too cuteeee la! He's so adorable but by the end of the lesson he was being such a rascal already. I can imagine me running out of patience soon. And i'm known for my patience so if i do run out of it, it'll be something. I'm gonna be a busy bee the next couple of weeks. Exams are next month and boy have the syllabus change so much since i was in primary school. Did we do fractions at 8?? And sexual reproduction at 11? I don't think so, right??! It's no wonder the kids these days know so much, and mann when Triston goes to school, he's gon be a handful. Not like he already isn't. Speaking of which, I miss him. Shall pay him a visit sooon.
The internet is so darn resourceful ah! Really, the number of things i can find out with a click of the mouse without having to step outta home. Don't blame me for not getting out so much these days! I've been researching so much on this trip of mine i plan to take in Dec and i'm appalled at how much i've found out already! Now i've to send all these mails to elvis for him to take a look at, so he can let me know how its all gon work out. Mom and Dad are surprised at how useful i am when it comes to Elff but when they need me to get something done, i just sit and procrastinate. Heh, can't possibly sit on my ass and wait for an air ticket to land on my face, can i? The things i have to do. US why US?!?!
Aiteee, so there goes Batam plans and JB all cause of the shifting and packing and reno works i've to take a look at. 21 what! Don't recall contributing this much to the reno of my previous home or the packing even. Just used to sit around and let the parents deal with all the details from minor to major. Now that i actually have a say, im a blurr! My room looks nice, from the drawings and err this photoshop like design thingie where you make a 3D room the way you want it to. Something like SIMS but more real. The contractor did it of course, and its just how i want it to look. The paint i chose sucks though, so dull and boring. Not me, i'm loud and bright! Hmmmm....that detail i'll have to play around with. Moving in, in exactly a months time now. How time flies eh!? I'm actually gon miss this shithole of a place. I've way too many memories here! Since i was 16?? This is where the 'lovelove' started with me and elfiee. Hehe, ohh well..ive grand plans to create this whole shrine of elf and me in my new room. A lil corner with all our pics, or rather an entire wall filled with collages of us and him! You'll be a part of me homeeeee till you return booo!
Oh oh and i want a Audrey Hepburn kinda picture, but of me instead..on the wall. I know i know, how very narcissistic right? Can't help it. See la how, so much to do, so littleeeeee time. Pfffffftttttt!
***** HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SHUZUUUUU!
:)))) Looking forward to your Blue&Gold/White themed Birthday Party come Sat-urr-dayy! xxxxxxxxxxx