Scars For Me & Souvenirs For You

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

I think about you all the time
you won't escape my mind
no matter how hard i try
every tender kiss still lingers
every soft embrace still feeling
the touch of your fingers
the sound of your voice
every little bit of you
still stains my memory
i still remember your sad goodbye
although i wish it wasn't true
i miss you more than anything
and i want you to know that
P.S
i love you.

_____

Here i am on the 26th morning, wishing i could turn back the hands of time just to spend another minute with you. Another moment lingers in my head and fills the rest with immense thoughts and memories. One song keeps playing in my head, the one that got you smiling as you watched the video i made. Sure did bring sweet memories from the day we first met huh love? It sure wasn't easy and definitely painful as i saw you wave us goodbye. That one hug is gonna last me till i see you 6 months from now when i come to visit. The words "I love you" echoes in my head all too vividly and in some ways torment me, but i know thats what's gonna keep me going. I've set my alarm for 11am cause thats when you'll be on transit at Hong Kong. I'll be waiting for your call, just to know you're save and sound before boarding the next flight out to LA. Then i've to wait another thirteen hours before i hear from you again...Gawd the thought of it all.

But no, i've never been this confident about our relationship, cause no one can tear us apart. We're made for each other and i'll always have your heart while you have mine. No distance is too great for us to love each other. Undying and tested. We definitely have been put to the test the past couple of months, but we've learnt a great lesson, the two of us. Your eyes said it all, and i could tell how hurt you were and i wish i could take it all away but now its time for us to fight the only fight i've known. And that's the fight for you and our love.

You mean the world to me and watching you leave for the states wasn't the best moment in my life. But this morning, you didn't only make me the saddest girl alive you also made me the happiest by being mine, again. I know you will be save. Like you said you're just a phone call away but a million miles at that :(

I refuse to seee the pictures taken at the airport cause it hasn't sunk in just yet. Right about this minute you would be on the plane, taking off perhaps..i wonder where your mind is. Thinking about your family and friends, what lies ahead perhaps. Just know my thoughts are with you this very moment.

You'll do just fine baby. I know it.

I love you, always have, always will.

DE.

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