Scars For Me & Souvenirs For You

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

If i could only make a deal with God,
to have you swap places with me...

6.06AM

I am far from sleepy cause that's pretty much all i did all of today. Besides having my long overdue Ramly Burger from JB! YUM! Need to watch my Desperate Housewives. And did i mention I hate Lucas! (OTH) He's so mean to Peyton, really. Telling her to her face that he hates her cause she came home. HELLO DUFUS! She came home cause of you and you turned your back against her for some meaningless relationship with Lindsy! Who is by the way pointing you towards Peyton. If everyone else can see that you two are made for each other then why the hell can't you see that? Even your latest novel evidently speaks your heart.

OK, i know i sound as if I've known them for ages and they are my friends, but i quite literally grew up watching OTH, well 5th season, 6th in the making. Gossip Girl has become the next guilty pleasure after The OC which i thought no other series can replace. But after the last and final season of OC ended i was having major withdrawal symptoms for i missed Seth, Ryan, Marissa and Summer too much. Plus my dreams to live in the OC someday came crashing down on me till I found Newport Harbor the Real Orange County which only has 2 seasons and ends at Episode 14 quite abruptly.

I am a major TV series junkie, all of which i DO NOT watch on my television of course. I really do not know what i'd do without my lappie and an internet connection. My days would be such a bore i tell you. Thank heavens for the internet!

I have this huge urge to get out, put my dancing shoes on and just party the night away. I can't recall when was the last time i had that much of fun over drinks, great company, awesome ambiance and groovy music. I need, i want! Before school starts at least.

Life on the whole has been pretty monotonous, but its a good monotonous, really. My heart isn't heavy my head's a lot clearer and i've been smiling a hell lot the past week or so. It's nice to feel lightheaded all over. I likeeeee! I haven't seen the girls in awhile and i think i ought to, this weeekened at least! missing them heaps amidst all the mama-drama i can't stand. I want to head to TIAB. Oh and buckroos with Patty boy on Saturday was nice. San Miguel beeer and Buffalooo Wingssss were the bomb diggity la! Pat and i caught up and it was good to finally do that. Hope your life gets back on track just how you hope and pray for it to, be a good boy now.

Speaking of boysss, there's this one boy close to my heart. one of whom i haven't called or spoken to in some time, the one that had my heart. YOU my dear, haven't been forgotten so don't think otherwise ok! Asking silly questions likee "have you forgotten me!" IF i do, i'd be doing you a favour! But i haven't. June is nearinggg la, booo, and imma miss you when the 26th nears. :( Hope your teeth are fine after removing the wisdom(s)!

Aiiteee niggas, imma go watch desperate housewives. The weekends almost near though it doesn't make a difference to me. :) Hang in there. and GOOOOD MORNING!

Joga Bonito!

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