A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
Ok, so i haven't blogged in the longest time only because there's way too much going on and putting it down in words just wasn't my idea of getting it out of my system cause i know i'd still feel like crap at the end of the day...with that said, there's nothing i wanna say now too. Well in the contrary there is a lot i actually have to say! But i choose not to. The pain shall speak for itself. If only it could. Anyway...
Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever. Like how that one moment, that one moment after 2 years. You watching me smile as I looked into your eyes, happily wrapping my arms around you as i sat on your lap laughing at the slightest things. Tears of joy streaming down my face as I walked to the ladies. Only because I didn't want you to see me tear on the day that seemed our happiest. Even if they were tears of joy. It was at that very instant I knew that you were and will always be my better half. Never did it cross my mind that our minds would think differently. And some part of me still believes so.
If you could go back and change one thing about your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? Or break the heart of another? Or would you choose an entirely different path? Or would you change just one thing, just one moment? One moment, that you've always wanted back? I would, back to the moment I mentioned above. I'll do it all over again, and i wouldn't change a thing. Cause sometimes you wonder if you make the moments in your life or the moments in your life make you.
"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."
Tell me you feel the same.
♥the trick is to keep breathing 3:01 AM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
I'm waiting here at home, with your pictures hanging on the wall. I think about you everyday.