A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
Off today. AND tomorrow and back to work on Sat but that's not too bad since my flights a short one. Despite it being at 5 freaking AM in the morning, its all gooood.
Well, One Tree Hill is finally and officially OUT! Aired in the US two days ago so it was already posted last night. Watched the 2 hour premiere this morning, and it is so weird !! They fast forwarded it 4 years and how their lives have changed, some for the worse and some for the better and it makes me think about how life was 4 years ago. Wasn't that when most of us were whining about how we wanted to leave secondary school and act all grown up and legal? Looking back, I think i've lost myself in this past couple of years and i take back what i said back then, I rather be 16 and living life than be where I am today. I lost a few loved ones, and yes I mean we're still friends and all, but that bond, that closeness we came to know, is gone. I used to love myself, and the person I was. The free spirited, carefree person. I don't hate myself now, but I am different. Maybe it's for the best, and I know I've become a better person in certain aspects, but that's just made me lose my sense of identity. That one thing that made me, ME.
Ahhh, i should quit whining. Anyway went over to Kaart's and Aasrtsy's place last night with the sis. Chilled out, ate lots of junk food, watched TV four hours straight, talked and talked more. It was nice to just spend time with people who mattered. I miss these kinda random nights. The spontaneous ones included. Sighs...