A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
face IT. finally, the reality of it all hits me right smack in the face. all he had to do was face it with me, and he finally has. maybe i want to feel sorry, maybe i want to feel sad. maybe i will feel sorry and maybe i might feel sad. but it's just the pain of letting go. once i get past that awful phase i know ill be happy and finally home. its a matter of time and yes, as we all know it, time is a bitch. but when you think of it in the long run, pain transcends to something more profound. it'll just seem like you've been saved by the bell, after all. SIGHS. i am sitting here freezing my butt of in elfs room. Reckon a cold or fever coming on soon, hence the sudden shivers. =/ i got back from macau earlier and its freaking 15 degrees out there mann! and i couldn't handle it. was dying to get back to sunny singapore but by the time i did the sun had already set, and it was windyy..brrrrrrr! The weather and how i am feeling really coincide for sure. 'They' planned it. Thank god i am on OFF the next two days and back to work on sunday. 3 sectors again! this time its in the afternoon, so it ain't too bad. Can't remember what flight i have on Monday but I'm pretty satisfied with this months roster other than the fact that my 5 day leave was NOT approved. pfffft! I'm gonna call the office up tmr. Otherwise those 5 days are burnt. Planning to apply for leave coming april. Going to PHUKET!! with the family. I neeed some fammily loving anyway, and what better place than phuket :) *beams* plus i need a break from my ohh so lame ass life. okk, i feel like getting under them sheets while i wait for elf to get home. toodles.