A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
Vinitha and I constanly go on about how we would want to experience the 'Haley and Nathan' kinda love, someday. (A couple on the tv show One Tree Hill) Lately, ever since Gossip Girl came along, its been about wanting to experience the 'Serena and Dan' kinda love. It's the kinda love people hope to experience in their life time. The ones you find only in movies and tv dramas as mentioned above. BUT...I do know that kind of love does exist in reality. That love, I've come to know and let go cause i thought i'd be living a better life if i did let it go. I just let it pass me by without giving it a second a third thought. Now I sit here and wonder how that had taught me what love was, what it was like to be in love and to love. Yet, here i am, not sure if i'd ever come across such a beautiful state of mind. And believe me, i am in no hurry. With 2008 about slightly more than half a day away, I am in no freaking hurry. I kinda lost myself, and i think i need to find me first. I've been procrastinating much lately. I should get down to doing what i feel is right ! Right for me at least. Sighs. NYE, have fun darlings. Happy ushering in 2008 ~ have a blasting good time and stick to thy new years resolutionssssssss. I've a list ! ha! tata!