A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
Everything has been an impetuous wreck lately. I know life's been pretty much unstoppable, I barely sleep. I keep myself occupied so much, I can go without sleep, afraid of how my head goes on this stupid rampage the moment i hit the bed. Hence i resort to making myself uber exhausted, so by the time i do hit the sack, i'm almost brain dead. The best part, it really works! Mom's birthday/deepavali dinner was good. The surprise went well, and she loved the cupcakes i got for her. I only took one picture of it and the rest of the pictures from that night is with my cousin. Will upload if/when i get it. We were gambling the whole night after and i made moolahhhh! Ha! Settled cab fare that morning, plus the cab fare from North back home later that night. Met Denis, Benji, Nadine, Monica and Ricky for mass. Scotty boy joined us after. We were so effing bored after, we took a bus from one place to another, in Hougang itself. I think i took a total of six buses in the same heartland only to end up at Plaza to play CS and command and conquer at some lan gaming place. Seriously, i felt like one of the boys. But I must admit, it was fun. Ha! 'ilu,game puttings,godfather,mons,whiterose,life givings,bitemebitch,screw!you,marry me, umaa girl' NOOOOOO, what were we thinking?! So much for swimming at Seletar country club. All the last minute planning and then ditching those plans cause we thought it was gon' rain! BUT it didn't. Sooo, this coming sunday, we shall go swimming ok!? Came home at ten-ish only to feel i had to go right back to church to repent for my 'sins'. Mom never fails to make me feel guilty or bad for something I ain't even doing wrong. But what the heck, i get where she was coming from. All went well, kinda. Showered and was prepared to hit the sack when Kessler msges to accompany him to JB. I didn't mind cause i did need nicotine as well, so about 12 plus off we were to JB to pump petrol and get our fags. In the midst of catching up with one another. :) He sent me home, sat under my block for a bit to catch up a bit more and off he was and I came up and passed out till 5 this afternoon. Gawd! As exhausted as i was, i wasn't complaining. Off today and tmr, and flight to Manila/Macau on Wednesday. Perth on Thurday and Shenzhen on Saturday. $$$$ Ha! Aiite, i haven't had my weekly dose of Gossip Girl in agessssss! XOXO