A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
I must confess, you were my biggest sin. It was painful to make this decision. I did it anyway, because it's about time. I was beginning to hate myself, because I'd be stupid if i still stuck around. There were many reasons why I chose to do this. Your infidelity got the better of me. The way you were treating me, was not right? Despite your misdeeds, you had the audacity to look at me as if nothing was happening. You know? When I made up my mind I was upset I'd never see those photos of us again. The ones you lost because of your corrupted hard drive. Those were all the memories I was gon be left with, but now when I think about it, you're not worth my memory. Not anymore, not after what I JUST HEARD. To think you still could tell me you loved me! How is it possible when there's someone else in your life. You were MY only one, the only one. I wasn't though huh? After all that i did, to make this work. Constantly blaming myself for the mistakes you made. I should just bang my head against the wall. Comparing this with my past, i rather be hit by a man then not be loved. I know it sounds so wrong, but its my opinion. Do not even pretend to care, or feel bothered. I know this was what you wanted all along. You got it. I hope you'll learn someday. One day. For now, i shall not be bitter. I should be happy, i am not even gon say everything happens for a reason. Inevitable, i know. It was a matter of time. **The only way i can clear out the cobwebs, is turn to a new page or put an old story to rest. Finally, finally to rest. Helloooooo goodbye! :)