I don't need to see a picture of you from yester-year to get me reminded of you, all I need is a picture of ME from yester-year and flashes of you hit the brain cells. Why's that?
I was a much happier person today. Having not spoke to you in fifteen hours hasn't quite killed me and I haven't had the slightest urge to text you or dial your number. Even when you were online, it didn't seem like it bugged me. I'd even call your brother to check on you when days like this occured, but this time round I'm happier not knowing. :) I can't help but feel free. And guilt-free of course. Because none of this was my doing.
Anyway where's the thought that uncomplicated things? Where's the peace of mind, that peace that made it easy? Where's that simple day, that simply made it nice to be in. Where did it go? You went away with it, didn't you? The day you disappeared was the day all this went along with you. You'll never make it right. It's not in you.
And then there's YOU, you make it all worth it. It's funny I never knew a you, existed. So near yet so far. I'm secretly on your side. You know I'm a smart girl. Count on me to make the right decisions. The only one who seems to have some hope in me. I'm still counting on the lyrics. =D
That time of the effing year is nearing, the time I get reminded of yester-years. HOW???? Can I go through another year, thinking what if?
*Spin me around again, will you?
♥the trick is to keep breathing 9:54 AM