A contemptuous narcissist, who believes that happiness,
comes to those who truly want it. –It’s in your hands.
You choose how you live this life and you only live it once.
You either make it or break it.
good evening folks! *yawns* It's 445pm and i just woke up not too long ago. Only because I went to bed around 5ish in the morning. Busy watching Prison Break and Gossip Girl. Both left me at the edge of my bed! Not complaining though. Well everyone seems to be making plans for Halloween. Where to go, what to wear? etc. And me! I already figured what to go as! Nothing scary, i'm going as a flight attendant. YES! Because i'm effing working la. As passengers board the plane, I could say "trick or treat!" instead of "welcome on board." The humdrum of it. I'll only be back tomorrow night and I reckon not having the energy to get out. All the girls have costumes and have decided to club hop! I want to do that as well. It's good to have some sorta spontaneity in my life as opposed to none at all. BUT how is that remotely possible when my energy's gon' be drained prior to that?! If you saw me now, you'll see the longest sulk on my face. Pfffttt! Pointless, in me grumbling. Well well, last night was a tad bit scary. Remember me mentioning in my older posts that when daddy gets his car, the furthest I'd go is the 711 behind my house. Hmmm, I kinda found out where the spare key to the car was last night. And for two hours i was contemplating taking the car out cause I needed cigarettes oh so badly. After much deliberation I gave in, and took the car out, on my own. I made it a fast one, cause I needed the car to cool down before dad woke up for work. I had to park the car back at the same lot and not give him any hints that the car was used. He's very meticulous when it comes to the smallest details. After parking I was standing by the car for a good five minutes to see if everything was where it was supposed to be at, and i realized i didn't close the side mirrors cause dad does that. Mann, I was more afraid that my dad would find more than anything else. Oh also, the thought of getting pulled over by the cops or something. Well. dad didn't call me since he left for work so i am assuming i did a rather good job. :) Teehee! (and to the cousin who reads this, you better keep this hush hush, mister 'traffic police'!) I have to walk the dog now. Later, and HAPPY HALLOWEEN in advanceeee! Paint the town red girlfriends! [without me]