We either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn't is lying. But here's the truth, the more things change the more they stay the same. And sometimes, sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything.
Well, I for one have a huge problem adapting to change and now that gets me left behind all the damn time. I complain and procrastinate making an attempt to adapt. I do not know how to adapt. I refuse to. All because I'm confused! I don't know what to anymore. PERIOD.
Option 1: Bail! Option 2: Reconsider. Option 3: Deal with it! Option 1 does not seem feasible because, I am the queen of bailing herself. And i choose not to because I do not want to be a loser who only knows how to run from her problem. Hmmm, option 2, that I've contemplated with one too many times. Yet leaves me sitting on the fence with no clue which side of it I should be on. That just leaves me with option freaking 3! Deal with it. Yep, I'm Saint Shina, the one who takes it all in and deals with it. The one who's supposedly able to digest it all in like two seconds, tops. Three cheers for me please, thank you. Now, shoot me.
Seriously, all this lamenting ain't doing me no justice. Confining myself to my room doesn't help either. However, occupying myself with things to do other then the voice in my head seems to help a hell lot. Time flies and so does IT. So perhaps thats option 4?
OK. go figure. Shina babbles.
I shall rid you of me, and me of you.
Bleah.
♥the trick is to keep breathing 1:11 PM