On my last post I was lamenting on how I am sleep deprived. Well, it's the complete opposite tonight. Maybe because I had myself a nice little nap earlier and it did me some good. :) Elvis came over! *bolt from the bluee* Came over with his things, conveniently telling me only when he was here that he's staying over. (i'm not complaining, only the lack of slping space because he occupies three quarter of the bed when he's in lala land AND his sudden spasms that are ohh so freaky!)

I was contemplating having a smoke and snuggling up with him but I reckon me staring into thin air and not falling asleep anytime soon so here I am. And here Danny is (via MSN) keeping me company with his random rendezvous with girls in aussie-land. Then he asks me to get my ass there soon. (all in good time baby)

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Elvis just stretched and looks like he's gon' fall off the bed ! LET HIM! *sinister laughter*

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Where was I?? Hmm, anyway today is our 20th month. How time flies by so quickly! In just four months it'll be two years of us being together. I wrote him a letter earlier and when he read it, he was like "are you sure we've been together for 20months??" and i was like "shit, don't tell me I got it wrong!", he then replies with a smirk, "isn't it like two years plus already?!" Dudeeeee, two years?! Where have you been? Ha, i felt like slapping him, but then he said he was just testing me. Bollocks! Loser la, my baby.

He's going away to Arizona for two years. The earliest being June next year. I'm completely dreading it, and a part of me isn't acknowledging it just yet. It's not like he has a choice because the Air Force is sending him there for training. :( I will be occupied with work and school and that might distract me from all else, but for how long? It's not like BMT or camp book ins. It's two years away from Singapore, in a foreign land. He only comes back once a year. We haven't quite talked about it. Long distance relationships can be a bitch but I also know its not impossible. Just that, I'm not a fan of it you know? These things never turn out well. But I suppose we should get used to it, right? I do want to work things out. Seeing him sleep so soundly beside me now, makes me think about how much I'm gon' miss him when he's away. Time to savour the moments we have eh. Everything happens for a reason. Good or bad.